More Musings

• I've hardly slept in the past 3 days. I have a appointment  with the doc tomorrow.

1. Pros: The walls look pretty nd shimmery.Also had my first experience with "micro-sleep".
1. Cons: My reflexes and surrounding awareness are greatly diminished.

• So I need to take it easy util I ca see te doctor. I'd rather not get hit by a bus, fall down a flight of stairs. Or fall dow an elevator saft.

•   My keyboard is sticky for some unkown reason. And no, it as nothing to do with that you disgustig gutter-minds.

• I think someday I'm going to fake my death and move to Tahiti. 
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•  I like my beard, cuz it's like there's a soft and cuddable puppy glue to my face.

• Oddly I never thought I'd live this long. 

• Jeff Buckley just screamed "HALLELUAH" really loud in my ear.I half expect blood to ozzed out a exploded ear drum.

• I have so may regrets, but I'm  also finding that I'm actually learning from them.

• I fucking love the Eurythmics.

• If pets aren't allowed in Heaven, I think I'd prefer Hell.(Though I don't really believe in either. At leas not the concrete definition of them).

•  Alas, my wrist hurts, so that's all you get from me tonight.. Hope you are having a good weekend and see you around.

•  Also, you get a free Mojito from me for reading this unfiltered bullshit.

                               <3 <3  B====D <3 <3

5:00 A.M Musings

• I can't sleep. My thoughts come and go too frenetically. I'm writing them down here for no particular reason. 

• Always stay true to your word. Because there may come a day when it's all you've got.

• I'd like the opportunity to use the word "frenetically" more often.

•  My head is pounding incessantly. I want to hit it with a mallet, but I suspect that would make the situation worse. Also, I don't have a mallet.

• I wonder if there's a Hammer store. Where you can buy hammers, sledgehammers, gavels, mallets and miscellaneous other bludgeoning instruments.

• I had to Google  how to spell "miscellaneous". I used to be good at spelling.

• I don't think I have any real talents. It bugs me. 
• To be fair, I'm actually an excellent marksman. But there aren't many opportunities to use that particular talent.I constantly change who I am in order to be liked. Sometimes I miss being me. Though I don't know who that is anymore. 
• I act shy, but all I want is to be the center of attention.
• I don't fear Death but I'm scared of dying.
• I'd love to have sex, but want to actually like the person I'm with.
• Peanut butter and chocolate have always been there for me, and I'll always be there for them.

1. -Pineapples are sweet in every sense of the world.
2. I'm listening to "You Know My Name" from Casino Royale. I owe Daniel Craig an apology for doubting him. 
3. I once took too much Benadryl. It was a weird experience. Music sounded AMAZING. But my short term memory didn't work well.
4. I wrote a lot more than I thought I would.

• I took too much Benadryl once. It was kinda weird. Music was awesome! But my short term memory didn't work too well.

1. -I shouldn't post any of this online, but I'm going to anyway.

• -I'm gonna try to sleep now. Though I doubt the effort will be fruitful.